i had a good halloween. i hope everyone else did.

over the past few days i've felt like falling. and the only person who can catch me is back in indiana. 

times been going by really slow.

and the dog chewed through the damn cables again.  that does not help.

i have a friends cables for the night. 

-you're standing there alone
and so am i
but i want you there
by my side
your smile at me
is everything

no work today. makes me happy.

sorry if i dont get back to some of you right away. i have time management problems.

i've been thinking lately.

if there was one thing in the world you could ask me. anything at all. what would you ask me.?

ugh so aim is being stupid and not letting me sign on. its giving me errors.

work has been hell.    i dont even have free seconds anymore.

toms car broke down. we're working on fixing it.

i might be going back to indiana soon for a family reunion. quite possibly the only good thing about these past couple days because it means i get to see .her.

i go into work in twenty minutes. and if aim would stop being diseased i could get on.

the diner sells jones soda now.

mixtape for someone special. she knows who she is.<3

1. collide-howie day

2. you're a god-vertical horizon

3.  lost without each other-hanson

4.  homesick at space camp-fob

5. martini kiss-senses fail

6. worried eyes-eagle eye cherry

7. only one-yellowcard

8. silhouettes-smile empty soul

9. every me and every you-placebo

10. work jimmy eat world

11. breathe(2am)-anna nalick

12. just keep swimming-dory.(finding.nemo soundtrack)

<3

.notice.-someone has hacked my myspace, so thats why i haven't been on.

all is well though. my moms chemo is still on, everyone is fine.(including Rufio)

thanks for all your prayers guys.

myspace....i might get one another i might not.

<3 jake

bettnie...im sorry for not getting ahold of you. message me when you get on. i'll wait.